Kampus Life

On returning to campus life: Schlepping to class from a parking lot 3 miles away. Surrounded by youthful beauty and thin thighs, girls who can still drink and boys who, well, I didn't like them back in the day either. Taking 18 credits this semester, doing freelance, driving to and from Narrowsburg. It all seems so pointless sometimes, a beautiful Fall day today and I'm doing homework instead of working full-time and I'm alone so much I feel like my head and spirit will explode and it all sort of sucks right now and I don't know why I'm doing this except I can't find a full-time job. And life used to be a lot simpler and more certain and I'm having a GIANT pity party and guess what? You're invited.